You sit there,
Crying a waterfall of tears,
Soaking the pillow under your head,
Wishing for the pain to end
The world seems as if it's crashing down on you,
All your focus is on making the regret, the heartbreak, the betrayal,
Leave your soul through your tears
I've been there.
Your heart feels abused and torn,
Ripped out of your body,
Leaving you gasping for breath,
Because he once was your life line, your reason to live.
Your love was toyed with by the boy you thought you knew,
Who you thought was the one,
Yet your heart was broken into pieces in the blink of an eye
I've been there.
His face is all you see
Perceptions of Beauty by PuzzledHeartBox, literature
Literature
Perceptions of Beauty
The constant agony of remaining the same
As if it's not hard enough just to stay sane.
With this bullshit that they fill our brain
As if perfection is truly achievable with a fix
Something conjured with their magic sticks.
Just a pill, a lotion or a make-up set.
To hide the real you and start a life of pretense,
To be someone you used to know.
Without letting the actual perfect you show.
The great hunger, yearning for that skinny look
That perfect bony picture
Without fat nor muscle
Just the skin stretched out, by bones underneath.
Such beauty, such painful ignorance,
such perfection with zero satisfaction.
As if beauty is tru
Purity once had a name
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning
And once I used to be safe.
Once there was freedom
And once we could laugh.
Happiness once had a live
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love
Once I was by her side
Once I felt I fitted
So quickly that it died.
Her grace so great
her beauty so vast
All I ever wanted
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan
Or maybe she had another love
But it all eventually fell apart
The hand too big for the glove.
Now as it all died away
Happiness, joy, love; are all but memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world
Without light to gui
I am 29 years old and have 3 beautifully crazy kids!!! I love with ALL of my heart and then some...Im very sensitive but also VERY strong! I recently found my little brother and he happens to be an extraordinary artist. That's why I'm here. I LOVE YOU ARIX!!
Today, as I was checking my Devianart page I noticed that someone had left me a note.... it was the best note I have ever received!! MY LITTLE BROTHER _ARIX_WROTE ME FOR THE FIRST TIME!! His message was short and sweet, and absolutely perfect! I have waited for 16 years or more to be able to talk to him and his message totally made every minute worth it! ~~Arix, I want you to know how much I love and care about you! You have no idea what it means to me to finally hear from you! I cant wait to talk again soon! Until then, take care, be good and always remember_Im here whenever you need me! Talk to ya soon! Love Always, Your Big Sister, Dana
For Arix---"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."